wow

one year anniversary

oops lol

PUPPYSUDDS   IS  RETIRED

Rest In Peice

Everythings so blurry
shove it in my face

"Critics crucify, journalist try to burn you, friends turn on you, attorneys all gonna turn at you to get their hands on every dime you have they want you to loose your mind every time your mad so they can make you out to look like a loose cannon" 

I donno why I'm even writting about some girl from a year ago lol

haha~ lately, I've kinda got it all together... I donno why, but I just wasn't happy with jean, she was so perfect to me in every way... but I just couldn't do it..

theres been a big change in my life,  ALOT of shit just went down, and alot more to come~

balls well...

sux I can't be a part of shanes life, I'll admit I could never work up the courage to make the call but I know she got the texts, and the messages in here, and now that I'm w/o a license theres really nothing I can do for him... even if i was invited to

so, the nights at the hotel w/ greg were fucking kick ass but the reprecutions were just a little to much for me to handle and I'm trying to slow down w/ everything

I also realized, that I take shifts w/ women, I have a pattern going

1st girl I slept w/ she fucked me up major, so I went out w/ taylor who was amazing to me and kissed my feet lol, but then I left her and shattered her heart to go be w/ jess... and we all know how that workedout.. OH SHIT CAT FIGHT! JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!  sorry I'm watching jerry and two lesbians are fighting lol

so, first girl fucks me up, second one makes me better and happy, next one fucks me up, next one (jean) pulls me back together and makes me happy, then I repeat the process...

...why do I push every one away?

btw family guy is on and now they are on my philly, fox, cartoon network, and tbs

and scrubs is on my philly, comedy central, and nbc

people that yell in commercials suck... billy mays sucks